Sister Wives' Janelle Brown Marks First Easter After Son Garrison's Death: 'Even More Grateful for My Faith'

Janelle Brown and son Garrison Brown.Photo:Janelle Brown/ Instagram Janelle Brown/ Instagram Janelle Brownis marking her firstEasterwithout sonGarrison Brown. TheSister Wivesstar, 54, shared apost on InstagramSunday, in which she detailed that she and her family members spent the annual springtime holiday on the beach. “Happy Easter everyone! I have been even more grateful for my faith this year. The remembrance of the Savior and His gift of eternal life,” Janelle began the caption of her post.

Sister Wives' Janelle Brown Says It Still 'Doesn't Seem Like' Her Son Garrison Is 'Gone' 6 Months After His Death

Janelle and Garrison Brown.Photo:Janelle Brown/Instagram Janelle Brown/Instagram Janelle Brownis paying tribute to her late sonGarrisonsix months after his death. On March 5, the 25-year-oldwas found dead after an apparent suicide, PEOPLE confirmed at the time. TheSister Wivesstar is now reflecting on his loss with a touching Instagramposton Sept. 5. “6 months ago today you went away. You come up in my photo memories almost every day,” Janelle, 55, began her tribute as she shared a photo of her son hugging her and kissing her cheek.

Sister Wives' Janelle Still Has 'High Regard' for Kody — but He Thinks Christine's Digs Mean She's Not Over Him

(L-R) Kody Brown, Janelle Brown and Christine Brown.Photo:Ida Mae Astute/Disney General Entertainment Content via Getty Ida Mae Astute/Disney General Entertainment Content via Getty It’s safe to say not all Brown family heads regard each other with respect. Sunday’s finalSister Wives: One on Oneepisode sawKody Brownand some of his former wives sharing their differing opinions of each other. Starting with Janelle, she spoke with host Sukanya Krishnan about thepossibility of rekindling her broken marriage.

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TLC “Kody has been going through a lot and he’s dealt with a lot of frustration and anger and hurt and betrayal, and I’m going through my own emotions about all of it as well,” she explains. “And it’s been hard on our relationship. It’s been really hard on our relationship because I think when you’re going through a divorce, you start questioning yourself.” The mom of three says that the demise of their plural marriage has also caused Kody to adopt “very self-sabotaging” habits as she noted he has even tried to sabotage their relationship.

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She adds, “And I know that she was probably just making sure that she was supportive to Tony and Mykelti, which I appreciate. And so it worked out. It was fine. It was great.” Kody then appears on screen in a confessional, sharing that the family is in a tough place at the moment. “The family’s in a weird place, as I guess you would expect from a divorce,” he describes.